What is my ‘mental issue’?
Today, my crappy 92 Buick had died after paying $250 for repairs, although it is a bummer, I take full responsibility for this.
Truth is, I can make it to work using two buses and a walk. That I can deal with, but the sad thing is that I have to wait 3 hours (1 1/2 hrs there and back) to get home. Also, I will be saying goodbye to the 60 hours a week I work, and will go down to 50. That I hate.
But, for the first three hours, I was filled with doom & gloom about this, since when the car died (figuring out it is a fuel pump problem & I also put $25 of gas in it. BUMMER!). I was so pissed off, I was thinking of killing myself and other negative things, including a great deal of anxiety with a breathing struggle.
It wasn’t until that three hours later when I stopped and began to think on how I could get to work and also accept that I will not be getting those hours I would like. And the positive thinking came out when listening to my favorite band Rush, also thought to myself that I could make it, even without a car and everything will be fine. I can just donate my piece of crap (which is parked on residential road nearby a friends house) to a charity motors place. Good for me and good for the place to sell the parts of that piece of crap to help others who don’t even have a job (and work overtime). And I don’t have to pay car insurance (a $110 a week I’ll be saving, I’m in Detroit).
For those first three hours, I was upset as hell. But now, I feel better and could take the on the situation.
My question is, what would be the proper name for my ‘disorder?’ (if so you could call it one).
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you sound like an little obsessive-compulsive personality concerning time and efficiency.
It’s called you had a bad day and got over it. Not much else to say.
i know how you feel.trust me! i mean i think ive had this sort of episode when my bf tried to break up with me, but hey, its because this porblem made you feel like you had to re-arrange your whole little world of your life right? well i would call this….probablydepressive mania…or something…mania meaning maniac. and when you think of a maniac its like all of a sudden and crazy, so your depressed and manic about this a manic depressive id call myself if i had this issues again. if you feel this way even one more time id maybe first look inot taking something on a normal basis to resolve your problem, try st.johns wort a few times a day or once a day even its cheap and natural, i wouldnt resort to anti deprerssants right away, since i was on them and they caused loss os sex drive and almost no orgasms and STOPPED WORKING…and now im on day 7 without one called celexa and im having withdrawls, its like im puking and shaking, and feel horiible, and im having crying spells, so st johns it is yo!!! and its ok your normal, like george carlin said…”so, your having depressional thoughts and hate the word huh? having life problems?? well congrats! your human!” lol.
You don’t have a disorder. You got upset over something that was really frustrating and unexpected and really just sucks. Then you figured out a way to deal with it that seems pretty mature and reasonable. There’s nothing wrong with you.
Dude just be thankful you have a job! Many of us don’t..
Obviously you have Badaysare Horrible Disorder. There’s hope and help though: Go to your local coffee shop and get some really good coffee and a pastry. Or do something else that makes you happy.