if you know anything about hawaii please help!!!!!!!!?

ok so last year we went to a summer camp on the north shore of oahu on top of one of the hills in pupukea. While we were there there was a hawaiiana garden filled with every plant and tree known to hawaii and there was a native hawaiian lady there. we called her aunty bobby. She told us the garden was sacred and her ancestors hung out in the garden. For some reason I felt a deep deep spiritual connection and my whole heart was filled with warmth and i kept telling myself in my head, im home now, im home. Do you believe this is a calling? Ever since then ive been thinking about hawaii everyday non stop for a whole year. I love the culture, the language everything. Im white and I know hawaiians dont like whites but i respect all hawaiians and feel that everything in the islands is sacred. I am a very spiritual person and im part native american. I plan to move to kauai after college, should I get along with the locals ok? I would never act disrespectful towards them and nor do i agree with how hawaii became a state, it deserves to be independent. Do you think its ment to be, even though i am a howle?